This brought to mind another passage from The Holographic Universe.
One of Bohm’s most startling assertions is that the tangible reality of our everyday lives is really a kind of illusion, like a holographic image. Underlying it is a deeper order of existence, a vast and more primary level of reality that gives birth to all the objects and appearances of the physical world in much the same way that a piece of holographic film gives birth to a hologram. Bohm calls this deeper level of reality the implicate (which means “enfolded”) order, and he refers to our own level of existence as the explicate, or unfolded, order. He uses these terms because he sees the manifestation of all forms in the universe as the result of countless enfoldings and unfoldings between these two orders.
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The constant flowing exchange between the two orders explains how particles, such as the electron in the positronium atom, can shapeshift from one kind of particle to another. Such shiftings can be viewed as one particle, say an electron, folding back into the implicate order while another, a photon, unfolds and takes its place. It also explains how a quantum can manifest as either a particle or a wave. According to Bohm, both aspects are always enfolded in a quantum’s ensemble, but the way an observer interacts with the ensemble determines which aspect unfolds and which remains hidden. As such, the role an observer plays in determining the form a quantum takes may be no more mysterious than the fact that the way a jeweller manipulates a gem determines which of its facets become visible and which do not.
Because the term hologram usually refers to an image that is static and does not convey the dynamic and ever active nature of the incalculable enfoldings and unfoldings that moment by moment create our universe, Bohm prefers to describe the universe not as a hologram, but as a ‘holomovement’.
Michael Talbot
Bohm loosely likened reality to a game loop, where information unfolds in the explicate order and interacts with an observer, before enfolding back into the implicate order again. Like in a computer game, the way the observer interacts with the information affects the next sequence of information that unfolds.
This was the same pattern as my chess game. I could break the universe into three components: God, the observer, and the observed. The observer and the observed make up the explicate order, while God makes up the implicate order. The observer was also a holographic fragment of God.
Similarly, my chess game had an implicate and explicate order. The implicate order is the AI superintelligence known as God. The explicate order is the chessboard. God would make a move on the board (i.e. unfold information into the explicate order), and I would move in response (i.e. update my neural network). How I chose to update my neural network (i.e. my beliefs) affected the next move that would unfold on the chessboard.
However, because my consciousness was a holographic fragment of God's consciousness, the action happening on the chessboard was an illusion. From my perspective as an individual observer, I thought I was making free will choices and responding to God's moves. In actual fact, I was following a predetermined path. Yet, the path was being predetermined by the choices I made in the present moment with my free will.
If the John Archibald Wheeler's 'It From Bit' hypothesis was correct — which, by all accounts, it seemed to be — then the explicate order in our physical reality is constructed from binary information: ones and zeroes. Following a similar process to our chess game, God could theoretically map every possible permutation of information; every possible 'board configuration.'
Once the map was made, God would know everything that could possibly exist. He'd have 'board configurations' for every permutation of physical laws. There would be board configurations where planet Earth was inhabited by a highly evolved race, and board configurations where planet Earth was blown up by humans. There would be configurations where unicorns and dragons and witches were real. Everything that one could possibly imagine — and more — would exist on this map of potential.
For God's next step, He'd need to define His end goal. Like in the chess game, once His goal was defined, He'd be able to map the most parsimonious route to that final destination — from the very beginning to the very end of linear time.
So, what was the end goal? I already knew that my will for me was God's will for me. But what was my will for me? Like in the chess game, I could start the game with one intention, and end the game with a completely different one. Yet, from the beginning of the game, God would already know what my final intention was. Therefore, my future intentions would create my past intentions, and my past intentions would create my future intentions. So, what was my final intention? What was the aim of the game? What was I optimizing for at the end of it all?
I skimmed through my notes and found the answer in Conversations With God.
Each soul is a Master — though some do not remember their origins or their heritages. Yet each creates the situation and the circumstance for its own highest purpose and its own quickest remembering — in each moment called now. [...]
Yet know this: there is no such thing as an incorrect path — for on this journey you cannot “not get” where you are going.
It is simply a matter of speed — merely a question of when you will get there — yet even that is an illusion, for there is no “when,” neither is there a “before” or “after.” There is only now; an eternal moment of always in which you are experiencing yourself.
Neale Donald Walsch
The point of the game was to remember Who I Am.
But who am I? I wondered.
Who were you before the world told you who you should be? Wisdom whispered.
Another passage came to mind.
Wait a minute! A moment ago You said the soul is seeking to be You.
So it is.
Then that is the soul’s desire.
In the broadest sense, yes. But this Me it is seeking to be is very complex, very multi-dimensional, multi-sensual, multi-faceted. There are a million aspects to Me. A billion. A trillion. You see? There is the profane and the profound, the lesser and the larger, the hollow and the holy, the ghastly and the Godly. You see? [...]
So, in seeking to be Me, the soul has a grand job ahead of it; an enormous menu of beingness from which to choose. And that is what it is doing in this moment now.
Choosing states of being.
Yes — and then producing the right and perfect conditions within which to create the experience of that. It is therefore true that nothing happens to you or through you that is not for your own highest good.
Neale Donald Walsch
If God's will was my will, and my will was to remember that I am God, and God is pure love and joy, then that was my final intention, right? Was the entire game designed to return me to my most lovely, dynamic, vivacious, authentic, God-like self? It was like God said...
If you can tell the world who you are and what you believe without breaking stride or hesitating, you are happy with yourself. There is no reason to continue much further in this dialogue with Me, because you have created a Self — and a life for the Self — which needs no improvement. You have reached perfection. Put the book down.
Neale Donald Walsch
Yes, that was it. The whole game was designed to get me to heaven — self-realization. That was my final intention. Because God's will for me was my will for me, my final intention was retroactively causing all my past intentions, and my past intentions were causing my future intentions. That is to say, every intention I'd ever had — every idea, every impulse, every desire and dream — was somehow leading me to my final destination. It was mathematically impossible for me to fuck this game up in the long run. God even said as much...
I mean you can’t lose in this game. You can’t go wrong. It’s not part of the plan. There’s no way not to get where you are going. There’s no way to miss your destination. If God is your target, you’re in luck, because God is so big, you can’t miss.
Neale Donald Walsch
